Decisions
I am going to make an important decision soon. It’s going to affect everything about my future.
I will have to wait 68 days to know what are my options. How do you mentally prepare for that? I keep distracting myself and tell myself that wherever I go, I will be fine. It’s hard to remind yourself that you are going to be fine.
I hear a lot of things from people who had to make the same choice. I get conflicting opinions. I get confused. I am still confused.
There is not one path to success and success is how you define it. It means something different to every person. But even so, I feel like there is only one idea of success and that is how people define it. It makes me shiver sometimes how people can treat you if you are not part of the norm. People do not like it when you are not predictable. It makes them scared. To hide their fears, they sometimes take the preemptive strike or just criticize you.
I ultimately want to please myself and make sure that I am comfortable with whatever decision I make and hopefully set aside what others might say.
It’s hard. Everything gets so much harder when you get older.
There are so many lessons to learn in life. What would be the most important one to learn?
I wish I was talking Philosophy this year.
Sorry I haven’t updated!
